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Green Mountain Stage 1
3 Things Vital to Creating Community
Jean Vanier, in Living Gently in a Violent World, writes of three activities vital to creating community:
- Eating together around the same table.
- Praying together.
- Celebrating together.
Take stock of how much you do these three in your family, in your church community, and with your friends. Then find ways to increase that in the next six months and see whether you are living more gently.
Things I want to shout at people as I bike by
To other cyclists:
- Stop biking on the sidewalk – that’s the most dangerous place to cycle!
- Why are you biking the wrong way down a one-way street? (Although I do this on occasion myself) And why are you doing that at night without any lights on your bike?
To drivers:
- It is safer for everyone if you signal your turn!
- Don’t honk your horn to let me know you are there. I can hear your vehicle from quite far away and your horn is incredibly loud. (All drivers should test their horn by having their kid honk it while they stand in front of the hood. Use horns sparingly around cyclists!)
- Please don’t cut off bikes – you could be delayed by just 10 seconds and go behind me, especially if you’re passing me and then slowing down to turn.
To people:
- Please stop wasting all that water washing your sidewalk / driveway!
What kind of sunscreen do you use?
Reading Psalm 46 for today’s world
The Israelites of the Bible had these verses of comfort in hard times:
God is our refuge and strength,
an ever-present help in trouble.
Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way
and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea,
though its waters roar and foam
and the mountains quake with their surging.
[ selah ]
There is a river whose streams make glad the city of God,
the holy place where the Most High dwells.
God is within her, she will not fall;
God will help her at break of day.
(Psalm 46 verses 1-5)
In the past, natural disasters were unexplainable and very beyond the control of people. Many were associated with the whims of fickle gods and minor deities.
If I were to write that Psalm today, I think I’d write it like this:
God is my safety net
always present in my need
I will not worry though my life is upset
and the complex world economy falters
Though employment supports run out
and insurance companies withhold their payments
[ pause to feel the force of these ]
There is peace that flows to make my heart glad
coming from the Creator God of the universe
This peace is for me, and is within me
He is my provider every day.
Elliot Lake Provincial Road Championships
Provincial Hill Climb ChampionshipsRecovery included curling up in my pajamas and sleeping, resting, reading and hanging out with the team.Being out of my routine and in a strange place make the whole concept of change quite different.When 1:15 rolled around it felt like a whole other day, the sun was shining out and it was humid.The start times were posted and us girls were fairly close together starting times so we rode up to the course easy. We had to get our bikes weighed to make sure they were not too light (unfair advantage). My bike was 6.85 Kg… an interesting fact.We were spaced 30 seconds apart to do the 3.5 km hill climb. I was near the end of the line ( I think they based the start times off of the o-cup points, people with more points near the end of the line). I saw the people behind me and wondered how soon it would be before they caught me. Either way, I felt really relaxed, which was a blessing in itself.It was flat some parts and there were some light hills and then came the tougher climbs. I just laid it all out there. It is interesting how just knowing that there is an end to the hardship helps me to endure it, gives me hope. It is hard to gage how well I’m doing. The girl in front of me had since disappeared but no one had caught me, which I was thankful for (the girl behind me ended up dropping her chain and falling hence the fact she failed to catch me. All the girls were up at the top waiting. I was gasping for air at the top and it took a bit for me to feel able to breath normally again.We all rode down together. Then we got the results. Suzie was 3 seconds away from being on the podium, and I was kind of amazed to discover I was only 6 seconds behind her time!! So I got 5th! That was cool. Guess the Catskills did make the hill climb seem less daunting and prepare my climbing muscles.Sara and I went down to the lake and took a cool dip in our cycling clothes before heading home to shower, eat and relax. Watermelon is amazing after riding. Sara was a bit bummed out about how she did, having placed 15th… I could relate, after the mornings ride when I didn’t feel like I did so hot.
Road Race ChampionshipsThe race started at 11ish. The course had been changed from the original one, apparently some people had complained that the original course was too hard. So there were less hill climbs and fewer km’s to contend with (which personally I was cool with, me still struggling to embrace the suffering of a hard course and accepting my strengths and weaknesses for what they are).So we had about 86 km of riding. It was two laps of out and back riding. It was almost boring, the first lap. There were no serious attacks and the people on the front weren’t too crazy about pulling a group around. The one girl who did was spit out the back pretty soon after. Not so smart on her part.I prayed God would give me wisdom, because I still feel like I have a lot to learn. I want to be a smart rider, one who knows where to be, how much to sit in the pack and when to expend energy. In some ways I feel like there is only so much energy in the tank and if it gets wasted too soon r doing the wrong things then, well, that;s it.I couldn’t help but think of how it’s not how strong you are in the race, it’s that you make it to the end.Like Jesus saying at the end of this life, well done, not, oh, looks like you had a great time. There is a sense in which we must be prepared to suffer and struggle, but to endure, there is hope in hanging on to the bitter end.It felt like we were the second strongest team out there. Suzie became the unspoken leader and with her race smarts she analyzed and gave Sara and I pointers and people to mark and follow.I did take a turn pulling, I think the hardest part of pulling the pack is that I realize they are not expending the same amount of energy and the question of how do you get off the front? Slowing down and pulling off to the side. Right-o.I knew this race was important to Chris, and so I wanted it to be important to me (for his sake, for all the work he put into making us the road racers we are). Still struggling to really put my heart into it though (or is that just a fear of failure?)The second lap we had a feed zone which broke things up, and I knew I needed to be up with the break so I pushed myself to get to them, only to have them slow down so everyone else could catch up, which meant I was dead for the hills, it was a struggle to stick with the pack and I went off the back. I somehow made it back though, and knew I was not alone in the suffering (as I saw the one girl get pushed up the hill by her team mate, obviously she had a future purpose for her team, which I saw played out when she did a strong attack with me on her wheel. Back to being in the pack mode. It was good to recover a bit and ingest some gelIt was good being able to be able to think and reason and watch what people were doing, smart moves, stupid ones.It was good having team mates.It started looking more and more like the group would stay together and it would be a sprint finish. Somehow I felt like it wasn’t mine to win. I didn’t have the best gearing for a downhill sprint finish, Suzie did. There was some attack action going on which I was able to get in on. But it took a lot out of me and I nearly crashed rubbing wheels on an off moment, that would’ve been so bad!I settled back into the pack, which seemed smaller, some people must have been shelled off the back.Things got really subdued as we got closer to the finish line. I was near the front, not so smart… then I saw Merrill (a super strong sprinter start her sprint and I knew that was it. I was in the wrong place and I was uncertain about the yellow line rule and so I hesitated, everyone else went. And then it was over and I felt kind of deflated. To be honest I wanted to cry. It was just so hard to put so much into something and get nothing out of it except more experience. I just felt like I let myself down in the end somehow. I placed 11th out of 17. And yet... I had prayed that God would let His will be done, can I not then accept the result? Can I not trust that this too can somehow be used of him for good?Both Suzie and Sara were right there and could have made the podium (as Jim our team mate did earlier in the day winning his Master category), but a it was not to be due to a little contact a the start of their sprint. Sara ended up 4th and Suzie 5th.So, as I stood gazing at the lake, the rocks and trees so characteristic of the area unpinning my numbers I praised God and prayed for grace to accept all things as from His fatherly hand.
Elliot Lake Provincial Championships
Provincial Hill Climb ChampionshipsRecovery included curling up in my pajamas and sleeping, resting, reading and hanging out with the team.Being out of my routine and in a strange place make the whole concept of change quite different.When 1:15 rolled around it felt like a whole other day, the sun was shining out and it was humid.The start times were posted and us girls were fairly close together starting times so we rode up to the course easy. We had to get our bikes weighed to make sure they were not too light (unfair advantage). My bike was 6.85 Kg… an interesting fact.We were spaced 30 seconds apart to do the 3.5 km hill climb. I was near the end of the line ( I think they based the start times off of the o-cup points, people with more points near the end of the line). I saw the people behind me and wondered how soon it would be before they caught me. Either way, I felt really relaxed, which was a blessing in itself.It was flat some parts and there were some light hills and then came the tougher climbs. I just laid it all out there. It is interesting how just knowing that there is an end to the hardship helps me to endure it, gives me hope. It is hard to gage how well I’m doing. The girl in front of me had since disappeared but no one had caught me, which I was thankful for (the girl behind me ended up dropping her chain and falling hence the fact she failed to catch me. All the girls were up at the top waiting. I was gasping for air at the top and it took a bit for me to feel able to breath normally again.We all rode down together. Then we got the results. Suzie was 3 seconds away from being on the podium, and I was kind of amazed to discover I was only 5 seconds behind her time!! So I got 5th! That was cool. Guess the Catskills did make the hill climb seem less daunting and prepare my climbing muscles.Sara and I went down to the lake and took a cool dip in our cycling clothes before heading home to shower, eat and relax. Watermelon is amazing after riding. Sara was a bit bummed out about how she did, having placed 15th… I could relate, after the mornings ride when I didn’t feel like I did so hot.
Road Race ChampionshipsThe race started at 11ish. The course had been changed from the original one, apparently some people had complained that the original course was too hard. So there were less hill climbs and fewer km’s to contend with (which personally I was cool with, me still struggling to embrace the suffering of a hard course and accepting my strengths and weaknesses for what they are).So we had about 86 km of riding. It was two laps of out and back riding. It was almost boring, the first lap. There were no serious attacks and the people on the front weren’t too crazy about pulling a group around. The one girl who did was spit out the back pretty soon after. Not so smart on her part.I prayed God would give me wisdom, because I still feel like I have a lot to learn. I want to be a smart rider, one who knows where to be, how much to sit in the pack and when to expend energy. In some ways I feel like there is only so much energy in the tank and if it gets wasted too soon r doing the wrong things then, well, that;s it.I couldn’t help but think of how it’s not how strong you are in the race, it’s that you make it to the end.Like Jesus saying at the end of this life, well done, not, oh, looks like you had a great time. There is a sense in which we must be prepared to suffer and struggle, but to endure, there is hope in that.It felt like we were the second strongest team out there. Suzie became the unspoken leader and with her race smarts she analyzed and gave Sara and I pointers and people to mark and follow.I did take a turn pulling, I think the hardest part of pulling the pack is that I realize they are not expending the same amount of energy and the question of how do you get off the front? Slowing down and pulling off to the side. Right-o.I knew this race was important to Chris, and so I wanted it to be important to me (for his sake, for all the work he put into making us the road racers we are). Still struggling to put my heart into it though.The second lap we had a feed zone which broke things up, and I knew I needed to be up with the break so I pushed myself to get to them, only to have them slow down so everyone else could catch up, which meant I was dead for the hills, it was a struggle to stick with the pack and I went off the back. I somehow made it back though, and knew I was not alone in the suffering (as I saw the one girl get pushed up the hill by her team mate JThen it was back to being in the pack mode. It was good to recover a bit and ingest some gel It was good being able to be able to think and reason and watch what people were doing, smart moves, stupid ones.It was good having team mates.It started looking more and more like the group would stay together and it would be a sprint finish. Somehow I felt like it wasn’t mine to win. I didn’t have the best gearing for a downhill sprint finish, Suzie did. There was some attack action going on which I was able to get in on. But it took a lot out of me and I nearly crashed rubbing wheels on an off moment, that would’ve been so bad!I settled back into the pack, which seemed smaller, some people must have been shelled off the back.Things got really subdued as we got closer to the finish line. I was near the front, not so smart… then I saw Merrill (a super strong sprinter start her sprint and I knew that was it. I was in the wrong place and I was uncertain about the yellow line rule and so I hesitated and then it was over and I felt deflated. To be honest I wanted to cry. It was just so hard to put so much into something and get nothing out of it except more experience. I just felt like I let myself down in the end somehow. I placed 11th out of 17.